You may fall sometimes, but you're never fallen.
Tuesday, July 31, 2012 11:37 pm
goodbye


listen, ♥
So this time, its really goodbye. :(

I'm gonna miss the brothers that I've gotten in the short three and a half months. :(


Friday, July 27, 2012 8:35 pm
27th


listen, ♥
Today's really really a bad bad day. I don't know what's wrong with me or the people around but I finally got pissed to the point where I almost snapped but held back.

Never mind about that, it's already over. The day has ended and I'm done with it, gonna head to bed soon.

Last two days of work and I'm done. Gonna miss my lunch buddies like hell, but I cannot continue with this crazy, hectic and what not job that I'm being underpaid for. Whatever, it's almost over.

On a happier note, today's Voda's birthday! Saeng-il chugha eh~

I hope you're having fun in Bangkok! (: <3

Call me when you're back in Singapore, we can have countless stay overs before our school starts!

I love you Voda! <3 For you, a thousand times over! (: <3

/bbuing bbuing


Tuesday, July 24, 2012 11:24 pm
7th


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HAPPY 7th YEAR! :)

Cheers to more good times. :)


Saturday, July 21, 2012 9:54 pm
:)


listen, ♥
I spent the best 31 hours of my life with my Sunshine. <3

This week got so much better, I'll die a happy girl.


Friday, July 20, 2012 10:45 am
Stirred


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It's been so long since I last saw Nanny cooking, doing the house work and all. And, I feel so sad, yet happy.

Sad because I'm not doing anything as a Granddaughter, just sitting by, watching her slog away. Happy because I finally get to take a break, and I finally get to spend time with the person who has watched me grow from an infant into someone of legal age.

While it makes me happy to find comfort in these little things in life, there are times when I take a step back to see the ugly in humans. I don't know what to expect from life.

Gonna meet my Sunshine soon! <3


Tuesday, July 17, 2012 9:33 pm
tired


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Been so tired lately that I don't even have the mood to watch my dramas and the variety shows that I've been chasing week after week. 

I feel beaten and lifeless, its as though I'm going through such a hard time, I don't even want to talk about it or bother about anything in life.

Was suppose to officially end work tomorrow, but it's been extended. And it's up to me when I want to leave, and on the 31st it shall be. It's been decided and I'm not going to be swayed. (Not as if I was initially.)

My eyes are popping out soon. I'm tired despite having more than enough sleep everyday to sustain myself. But the very fact that work is getting more mundane and tiring, is killing me slowly but surely. 

Another two weeks to go, and I'm done here! (: My eyes are shutting as I'm typing and its not even funny.

I should head to bed early. Hopefully my day would be better tomorrow. Dead tired, I need a break.

Can't wait for Friday! <3


Monday, July 16, 2012 10:47 pm
Random


listen, ♥

By far, the longest my hair grew before I chop it off.
I miss my long hair. ):


Sunday, July 15, 2012 10:40 pm
Instagram


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Instagram, is really a hit!

This is what I achieved in 12 hours, and I'm really amazed and speechless.



4:14 pm
Me


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I knew it wasn't gonna last, but I just wanted to give it my all.

Stupid decisions I make. 😔


Saturday, July 14, 2012 6:00 pm
ridiculous


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This is plain ridiculous. I tried to make my blog private, but at the end of the day, I cannot blog. This doesn't make any sense. I hate it when people pry into my life, and when I want things to go my way, it turns for the worse. Stupid, plain stupidity. Done complaining.


4:00 pm
girls


listen, ♥

My favourite picture in the entire collection.


I feel so old. Having friends that have come and gone, that has left, gotten married and such.
And still, I'm here, trying to grasp the meaning of life and the challenges it brings to me.

I might not have known these girls for the longest time, 
but I'm glad that we've made so much irreplaceable memories throughout the three years.

We might not have agreed on everything when it comes to life, values and perceptions,
but I'm glad that we're always able to compromise and come back together.
distance is never an issue, as long as we try our best to stick together.
And I'm more than glad that they are the ones that stand by me and stick with me till the end,
supporting my decisions and giving me advices instead of letting me stumble upon the hasty decisions I make.

And for giving me hope when I'm lost in this cruel world.
For letting me know that they'll always be there no matter what time of the day.
For standing by me and being ever so supportive.
For picking me up when I fall, for giving me hope, for never giving up.



Today, I miss my  Bestf more than anything.
Wish you were here Bestf. 




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Reminisce,

Everything you want, is on the other side of fear.